My life has just been a secret,it has a distant connection with that of a masked man's; a journey which is incomplete ofcourse but will come to an end with the disruption of my own existence..I never wanted my inner self to be known to people but if people reading my story can relate it with their own life and hidden set of countless unmatched emotions, i wouldn't be happier.I have started writin this with an optimistic vision and hope to achieve what i want to and convince you that it is hope that keeps life going...nothing else!If i believe that this thin ray of light still enlightens my life,nothing can stop me.
I play many different roles in my life and i am bound to do so but at the end of the day i retire to what i really am..I tend to realise that a particular thing may or may not have been correct but alas! i am unable to change those circumstances anymore....or can i??i ask myself an infinite number of contradictory questions nevertheless i am speechless..or am i??every night i decide not to commit the same mistake but the echoes of the alluring unknown attempt to disrupt my journey by tempting me to enter the forbidden bouleward of mysticism, magic and chasm-the land of sweet poison.I try to forbid myself from entering this world of escapism but the countless temptations make me feel lighter as i feel myself flying in an ether of space;a feeing indescribable,a feeling never known.. i know not what is happening but it is a totally different feeling altogether..i am not weak but i do want to know the taste of the forbidden fruit which i hold in my palm.At that moment everything seems to be unrealistic..a maveric spell is cast and magic is created..Too many questions are hovered on me but i have to chose only one to answer and i do that-perhaps unknowingly or unwantingly,but i do!!I keep rising higher and higher but i want to do more not realising the adverse circumstances..................................................................
The result is obvious, i fall from a great height!! i collapse and everything around me seems to vanish and i emerge to be nothing more than one of those of the madding crowd! Everything seems to be adversely acting upon me but i still stand..there is absolutely nobody! but i still occupy a certain part of the ground-the portion i'm standing on and nobody!!yes nobody can snatch this away from me..i rise and realise that there is still hope,i look at the sky and find a bright star shining,i realise that my journey is long but i still find the distant torch burning with an exquisite brilliance,i am ready..my only ray of hope is what i use as my weapon,I decide to walk alone
I Venture
I Imbibe
I Chill
I Try
I Occur
I Rock....
The journey has just begun......nevertheless I choose to win!!
